Ahead on Differential

Someday I'll be enough of a physical media die-hard that I'll start making tapes the old-fashioned way again. But for now, these will have to do. RIYL: loud trebly guitars, unexpected drum machines, unexpected saxophone, music to sit on your porch to.

A1 Ween, “Did You See Me?” (Shinola, Vol. 1, 2005) A2 Peter Cat Recording Co., “Memory Box” (Bismillah, 2019) A3 Cootie Catcher, “Friend of a Friend” (single, 2024) A4 Liquid Mike, “K2” (Paul Bunyan's Slingshot, 2024) A5 Double Dagger, “No Allies” (MORE, 2009) A6 Metallica, “Master of Puppets” (Master of Puppets, 1986) B1 The Decemberists, “January Hymn” (The King Is Dead, 2011) B2 Cake, “Italian Leather Sofa” (Fashion Nugget, 1996) B3 Pearl & the Oysters, “Side Quest” (Planet Pearl, 2024) B4 Dan Seals, “Bop” (Won't Be Blue Anymore, 1985) B5 Kiwi Jr., “Norma Jean's Jacket” (Cooler Returns, 2021) B6 MJ Lenderman, “You Don't Know the Shape I'm In” (Manning Fireworks, 2024) B7 Neil Young, “Down by the River” (Everybody Knows This Is Nowhere, 1969)

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The Clientele. Hot off their sprawling comeback album I Am Not There Anymore and a opening slot for another pantheon band of mine (The War on Drugs—at Royal Albert Hall, no less! Of all the shows for me to miss!), these lads had another strong showing this year in my stats, bolstered by the fact that I made a sprawling playlist and accompanying zine for my dear friend Sarah. I leaned heavy on B-sides and assorted ephemera this time around.

Where should I start with them? If you aren't hooked within the first ten seconds of “Since K Got Over Me,” the leadoff track from the band's masterful third album Strange Geometry (2005), I fear this band might not be for you. But if you, like me, love swirling, reverbed-out fingerpicked Stratocaster in your swoony, literary English indie-pop, keep listening to Strange Geometry, then listen to their first two albums, Suburban Light (2000) and The Violet Hour (2002), then pick back up with their fourth album, God Save the Clientele (2006).

The Isley Brothers. Funk-rock godfathers, the ultimate R&B chameleons, Rock and Roll Hall of Famers. These dudes wrote “Shout” in 1959 (which would cement anyone's legendary status, so unkillable is that song) and got Beyoncé to feature on one of their songs in 2022. They have been sampled by Biggie Smalls, the Beastie Boys, and Kendrick Lamar. Ernie Isley's guitar tone is one of the greatest sounds I've ever heard, guitar or otherwise. These guys are legends in the field.

Where should I start with them? I'm partial to the sextet era of the group that starts proper with the totally awesome 3 + 3 (1973), also known as “the one with 'That Lady' on it.” It’s my favourite Isleys albums, but the one I gravitated towards in 2024 was The Heat Is On (1975), which is more groove-oriented. Another Isleys track I had on repeat was “It's Alright With Me,” from The Real Deal (1982), which sees the brothers bringing in an electro influence.

Kiwi Jr. Last year, my friend Ross, who works at a record store in Jolly Ol', sent me a wonderful care package consisting of Kiwi Jr's second and third albums on 12” vinyl. Sometimes my friend spoil me rotten. He sent me the records in part because I've been singing the praises of this band ever since I listened to “Leslie” over and over again in 2019. Jeremy Gaudet is one of my favourite active rock lyricists, and not just because he obviously likes some of the same movies I do.

Where do I start with them? Since the Kiwis only have three albums, I'd recommend just starting with Football Money (2019) and working your way forwards. If you miss college rock like they did it in the 1990s, you'll love Football Money, which is catchy, breezy (10 tracks, 28 minutes), and a total blast to list to. There's a lot of Pavement in their DNA, but they love Guided by Voices and the Kinks, too. Cooler Returns (2021), my favourite Kiwi Jr. album, introduces a broader sonic palette, while Chopper (2022) is stacked floor to ceiling with cool, moody synths.

Peter Cat Recording Co. The few, the proud, the contemporary sophisti-pop bands. I stumbled upon these guys while browsing the album art for 2024 releases on Rate Your Music, which I acknowledge is the most deranged way to find new music to listen to. But the experience isn't unlike browsing the stacks at a record store, where you have little to go on but a genre and a piece of album art. I can't claim this is the most effective way of finding cool music, but it worked this time, because I found a cool band that was able to answer the question “What if Prefab Sprout were from New Delhi?”

Where should I start with them? Beta (2024) is the record that hooked me. The cinematic atmosphere, the long, languid melodies, Suryakant Sawhney's weary croon: at the risk of sounding too abstract, this record has fantastic vibes. The opening avant-chamber waltz “Flowers R. Blooming” is kind of a fakeout, since the album twin centrepieces of “21c” and “Black and White” are brooding dancefloor bangers.

Ween. I've loved these bastards since I was in high school (I once did an oral presentation on “Push th' Little Daisies” in English class), which puts them in the hallowed company of bands like Rush and They Might Be Giants. And let's face facts, Ween is They Might Be Giants for edgelords (I know Ween bristles at being compared to TMBG, but how many prolific genre-hopping alt-rock duos from the Northeast founded in the 80s whose members met in high school can you name—I'm gonna dedicate a blog post to this one day) and now I'm at the point where I'm the kind of sicko who listens to bootlegs. Never mind that, I have preferred bootlegs (check out Central Park 2010/9/17, which closes with the best version of “Doctor Rock” I've ever heard).

Where should I start with them? I'd recommend non-heads start with the excellent White Pepper (2000), Ween's most approachable album in that it has the fewest voice filters and the least off-putting imagery. There's a lot of cool psychedelia and Beatles-y pop, and ends with a three-song run that wouldn't sound out of place on a 70s country rock record. That run includes “Stay Forever,” a song so lovely it fries your brain knowing that these are the same guys who less than a decade earlier recorded a song called “Touch My Tooter.”

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Here are ten books I read and liked last year.

1. Roland Allen, The Notebook (nonfiction, 2024). I don’t think there was a book released this past year that was more my shit than this one, a wide-ranging and thoroughly researched history of the humble notebook, from its mercantile origins in 14th century Italy through the commonplace book era to the bujo boom of today. It’s heartening to see that for almost as long as we’ve been writing things down for ourselves, we’ve been using it as a place to figure out the world around us, including ourselves. Every Field Notes has the truth printed inside of it: “I'm not writing it down to remember it later, I'm writing it down to remember it now.”
2. Sarah Bakewell, How to Live (nonfiction, 2011). This overview of the life and work of French writer and statesman Michel de Montaigne has a very Montaingesque structure: twenty attempts to answer to the titular question. The root of “essay,” after all, is the French verb essayer, or “to try.” The Notebook was in part about the ways we came to exteriorize out thoughts and ideas on paper, and few people in recorded history did so with as much relish and as little regard for internal consistency as Montaigne. Of course, this was part of the process: Montaigne was demonstrating his trains of thought to better think through any given topic. This is a refreshing approach to decorticating something in an era of speed and instantaneity.
3. Robert Bresson, Notes on the Cinematograph (nonfiction, 1975). Oblique Strategies for the Letterboxd set. Something to be consulted, not necessarily read through. Fascinating insights about filmmaking from a legendary and idiosyncratic filmmaker.
4. Roy Peter Clark, How to Write Short (nonfiction, 2013). Writing long has its benefits; just ask Montaigne, who did so to tease out this thoughts about this topic or that. The benefit of writing short is when you know what you want to say, but want to maximize its punchiness. It is clear throughout that Clark (who I always confuse with Roy Thomas Baker, the guy who made Queen sound like Queen) has honed his writing advice over a lifetime in journalism, academia, and coaching. The advice itself isn’t particularly novel: keep it tight, pick strong words, be ruthless if need be. What makes this book interesting is the breadth of the examples Clark uses to make his point: tweets, dating profiles, baseball card copy, engagement-bait Facebook quizzes, poems, puns, T-shirts for sale on the boardwalk. It’s like J-school riff on that Jim Jarmusch quote about originality: “Devour old films, new films, music, books, paintings, photographs, poems, dreams, random conversations, architecture, bridges, street signs, trees, clouds, bodies of water, light and shadows,” it’s all good.
5. Kyle Chayka, Filterworld (nonfiction, 2024). The best thing I read all year, and also the book that made me do the Rick Dalton meme in recognition the most frequently, so specific were the observations and even the recommendations (I know Chayka is my brother because he too is a fan of Hiroshi Sato’s Awakening). Chayka, a writer for the New Yorker whose Infinite Scroll column is required reading, argues that the algorithm, and by extension Big Tech, flattens culture into a mushy flavourless middle, and that our various social media feeds kill our curiosity while fighting tooth and nail for our attention. What we take in is more and more imposed on us, and how we consume it has become more frictionless, passive, optimized. We must revel in the joyous friction of seeking things out for ourselves. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: the best algorithm is the cool people you know, because cool people like cool things. (Further reading: I also read and liked Chayka’s book about the history of minimalism, The Longing for Less)
6. Maria Konnikova, The Biggest Bluff (nonfiction, 2020). There’s something irresistible to me about a curious newcomer trying to break into a niche competitive domain, and the more niche the better. Consider my fondness for Stefan Fatsis’ Word Freak, a book that in no small part set me on my correct competitive Scrabble path, or the work of the Paper Lion himself, George Plimpton. I found Konnikova’s journey into the heart of competitive poker to be absorbing and alluring; there are through lines about the relationship between skill and luck, what you can and cannot control, and the overwhelming power of cognitive biases. “Less certainty, more inquiry” indeed. Pair it with Jon Bois’ Pretty Good video about poker.
7. Jason Kirk, Hell Is a World Without You (fiction, 2024). I didn’t grow up in the church. But I grew up in West Québec, which is still pretty church-adjacent, or church-adjacent enough for me to have had a high school girlfriend who signed one of my yearbooks with a screed against evolution (Rachel, if you ever see this, what’s up) and came to school armed with literature (I might be conflating two people here, cut me some slack, it’s been 20 years). But one thing I was for sure was a 14-year-old social outcast navigating friendships and romance and my own sense of guilt between sessions of Soul Calibur II and NHL Hitz 2003 with the homies. Kirk, a sports journalist and co-host of the venerable Shutdown Fullcast, writes with great humour and empathy about growing up Evangelical, and gleefully channels his inner puerile 14-year-old in the book’s funnier passage, which are legion.
8. Patrick O’Reilly, Demographics Report, November, 2023 (poetry, 2024). Full disclosure, Patrick is a friend, and Cactus Press put out my own chapbook back in 2021, but if I’m not going to rep my scene, who the hell will? Most of Demographics Report is a long, bleakly funny modernist poem attempting to catalogue, in the spirit of Georges Perec, the comings and goings of a city’s fauna, humans included. This slot could also have gone to Sahand Farivar’s beautiful Thirteen Sonnets or local legend Lou Vani’s Moon Rock Writes, which both feel classical in their own way.
9. Oliver Roeder, Seven Games (nonfiction, 2024). More than a pocket history of the titular seven games (checkers, chess, go, backgammon, poker, Scrabble, bridge), Roeder’s book is especially interesting when humans build machines that end up being so good at playing games that the best of us start playing like them (this is especially evident in the chapter about chess); the existential issue is, as Roeder puts it, the machines can’t explain themselves to us. There’s also the thorough line of computer scientists seemingly treating games as a problem to be solved rather than an elegant expression of human creativity.
10. Tracy K. Smith, Life on Mars (poetry, 2011). The best poetry collection I read this year. Works in the same way as the best science fiction: ideas and feelings refracted through future tech and the sheer vastness of the Universe.

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Thrust awake in the dead of morning, as one is when nursing a cold, I was struck by the kind of question that frequently afflicts the Scrabble-addled: is X word valid in Scrabble?

Because I'm me, I've had the Live in Chicago version of Ween's “The Blarney Stone” on the brain for most of the year (I've spent a lot of time with Ween this year, as a future post will attest to). During the final verse of this particular recording of “The Blarney Stone,” as is the case with the umpteen bootlegs I've inhaled this year, guitarist Dean Ween (aka Mickey Melchiondo) ad-libs various ailments befalling our salty-dog narrator, punctuated with mock disgust by the rest of the band. To wit: “I got zits on my back/I got cancer in my crack/I got tumours on my nutsack!”

And because my brain is broken in the specific way it is, on this congested morning after five-ish hours of fitful sleep, I ask myself: is NUTSACK good?

UNSTACK and UNTACKS are the only NWL words in that mess of letters, but NUTSACK# is good in CSW, and I can already hear select people I know chime in with “and that's why Collins is better.”

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I don't use my personal YouTube account on my work-assigned computer. This has its drawbacks: nothing gets preserved, nothing gets saved, I’m the mercy of what the algorithm wants to throw my way. One odd advantage to this friction: when my browser decides it’s time for an IT-mandated upgrade or a surprise cookie deletion, my YouTube front page becomes a clean slate. This is when I do what I call “goosing the algorithm,” where I run as many videos I like in as many tabs as my poor work laptop can handle at one time (with the sound muted, obviously). The idea is that it keeps the recommendation engine on its toes; what will the oracle offer me after a steady diet of Jon Bois videos, live Ween bootlegs, stationary hauls, guitar rig rundowns, Criterion Closet videos, videos about spelling and fonts and decentralizing the role of your phone in your creative life? There are worse ways to pan for gold.

One of the nuggets this method has yielded is the channel of Evan Monsma, a young Midwestern maker with a flair for the junky, the janky, and the jury-rigged. He builds shelves out of scrap wood, camera rigs out of spare parts, and injection molders from drill presses. He’s also a videographer and scores his own videos. His mix of rolled-sleeve creativity, broad interests, and unpretentiousness reminds me of Wade Nixon aka Dankpods, the similarly down-to-earth Australian drummer/torturer of automobiles/chronicler of obsolete tech.

A week ago, Evan posted a video challenging his just-south-of-30,000 followers to do something creative every day in October. Hardly a novel idea (Kleon has also championed doing something to this effect several times), but something about the way Evan frames it—“nothing complex, nothing super high-pressure,” just something to keep the creative muscles loose—makes it approachable. Don’t drive yourself up the wall making a perfect thing; just make a thing. One small thing a day for a month.

It doesn’t even have to be thirty-one of the same thing. On the 1st, I wrote two verses of a song about the seasons going out of phase; it still sounds like three Mountain Goats songs spot-welded together. Yesterday, I wrote this very post. Today? Who knows. I don’t want to fence myself in. Like Wade and Evan, I have a few different things I’d like to do (though mine involve about 100% fewer sawblades and oil changes). I’ll try blogging a bit more. I want to restring my crappy beginner guitar and learn Leonard Cohen’s not-so-secret six chords. I want to take the Polaroid I got at Value Village for ten bucks out for a spin. I made a zine for a friend recently and was amazed at how invigorating it was to do. There’s a stack of postcards next to my desk begging to be sent. Scrabble, like every Scrabble player will tell you, can be as creative and beautiful as chess, but this specific kind of creativity and beauty falls outside the parameters of “something small every day.”

What I really want to work on is that long-gestating sci-fi poetry manuscript that I’ve been putting together piecemeal for the last few years. But I fear I’ve stalled out because I may have set the bar too high for myself in terms of emotional ambition; I’ll tell anyone who’ll listen that I think I’ve written myself into a corner I don’t have the skill or heart to escape.

Maybe I’ll feel more up to the task by the time Halloween comes around.

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the moon is two-faced unwilling to answer prayers and made of cocaine

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1. The word for the shavings left over when someone drills into steel is “swarf.”
2. The laundromat is an underrated third place.
3. You can write about 160 words on one quarter of an A4 page.
4. “Plots are for coffins and pedants.” —Spencer Hall
5. Board game streams are only as good as their colour commentators.
6. It's good to be a local legend.
7. Baseball is primarily vibes.
8. If you're boiling your corn on the cob, six minutes is plenty.
9. If you can't sleep, read.
10. Old notebooks are the cheapest form of time travel.

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The great Shelley Duvall passed away today, and all I can think about are the rougher edges of her story. Her agony on the set of The Shining, that stupid fucking episode of Dr. Phil, her years in the whatever-happened-to wilderness. But I don't want Shelley Duvall to live in my memory as a victim, as someone who was yelled at, ground down, and paraded around as a sideshow. A Cannes Best Actress and Peabody Award winner, let alone of the the iconic American actresses of the 1970s, deserves a better legacy in my head.

Duvall was, in short, the coolest, an instant value-added to any movie she was in, no matter how small the role. What her filmography lacks in volume is made up in pure presence. There is, of course, her god run as part of Robert Altman's stock company in the 1970s, but her idiosyncratic TV work in the 1980s, much of it as the main creative force, is well worth your time and attention. After her heyday, she popped up here and there in the 1990s and 2000s, in projects helmed by everyone from Jane Campion to Steven Soderbergh, and retired in 2002.

Then, 14 years late, that stupid fucking episode of Dr. Phil happened, an episode of television so cruel and callow that Lee Unkrich—the fucking Toy Story guy, who's also Shining superfan number one—tracked her down himself to make sure she was okay.

Broadly speaking, she was. In 2021, Duvall was profiled in the Hollywood Reporter and, for the first time in a long time, she got to tell her side of the stories that loomed over her legend. People loved and will always love Shelley Duvall, but this piece, written by Seth Abramovitch, was key in reminding the world who she was. It made clear as day that behind the big eyes and ingenue roles was a woman tough as Texas leather.

But what will linger with me the longest is the audio of her being coached by Harry Nilsson through her rendition of “He Needs Me,” from Big Swing Hall of Fame film Popeye. Any Altman starring Shelley Duvall is worth your time, but Popeye is kind of a weird miracle. The part of Malta where they shot the movie still looks like that.

“Good, Shelley!”

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Some of these are things everyone's favourite video game plumber has said over the course of his storied career. Some of these things are shouted by Mark Morrison at the end of certain lines of his immortal 90s R&B hit “Return of the Mack.” Your job is to figure out which is which (and also imagine “Return of the Mack” with Mario ad libs instead). I'll say this: there's more overlap here than you think.

1. “It's a-me!”
2. “Hold on!”
3. “Come on!”
4. “Boy oh boy!”
5. “Round and round!”
6. “Here I go!”
7. “Once again!”
8. “Here we go!”
9. “Oh my God!”
10. “Oh yeah!”
11. “All right!”
12. “Be strong!”

This way to the answer key. How did you do?

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All right, time to clear the decks.

The arc of life bends long, but I don't know that holding my own writing hostage because I'm not thinking about Mixtape Forensics or Ten Things or (this one is for the real heads) the Ebert Cup is a good or productive idea. Sometimes you just want to write a short missive about what you've been up to.

For good or ill, I often think that I'm pissing my days away doing dumb shit. Then I get in my head about what not pissing my days away might look like. Everyone has their own version of the proverbial “good day”; some of us write legendary rap hits about them. Sooner or later, I start thinking about a post Austin Kleon¹ made in 2017 called “A checklist for every day.” In it, Kleon traces the origin of Goethe's good day—”one ought every day at least to hear a little song, read a good poem, see a fine picture, and, if it were possible, to speak a few reasonable words”—and emphasizes that liking stuff is the first step towards making stuff. But also, doesn't just sound like a nice way to spend your time? Music, poetry, art: what day isn't at least improved by experiencing them?

So how have I been completing the Goethe Haul² lately?

For reasons that can be traced back to the Midnight Special YouTube page, I've had Slade's glam-rock stomper “Gudbuy T'Jane” stuck in my head for most of the last month. Roy Peter Clark's How to Write Short inspired me to keep a book of little poems in my bag. I got reacquainted with the graphic design work of the great Aaron Draplin, a man who loves Dinosaur Jr. and painted signage on corrugated steel in equal measure; as good as his work is (and it is good, peep the archives, read the book), what I admire about him most is his blue-collar Our Band Could Be Your Life approach to working and lecturing. I'm knee-deep in words, reasonable and otherwise: books, podcasts, press releases, Scrabble³, correspondence with friends.

Most of my days are good using the rubric, and that's good enough.

¹ The decks may have been cleared, but one thing that will never change here at Ahead on Differential is most of my good ideas can be traced back to either Kleon or Kottke.

² A “haul” is what soccer fans call a four-goal hat trick, or so Reddit tells me.

³ Not only is Scrabble still an ongoing concern, but I am paying someone to teach me to get better at playing it.

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